Category: Poetry

Go Ask The Dead What Dreams May Come

Go ask the shattered shades of men
With starlight in their eyes
What secrets may be found beyond
The dim and distant skies

Go ask the twisted broken corpse
That hangs upon a tree
What knowledge may be found within
The long eternity

Go ask the cold and dew-wet grass
What clay still lies beneath
Go ask the buried bones where lie
The waters of the Lethe

Go ask the newly slain of war
With wounds still gaping red
What peace there is beyond the night
For those already dead

Go ask the ghosts of murdered men
Of drowned and starved and burned
Come back to me, my living love,
And tell me what you learned

Copyright © 2022 by Finn McLellan.  All rights reserved.

Yet another poem from way back in the day that I somehow failed to post over here. Still pleased with this one.

Will There Be Singing?

In half a minute, half a halfbeat more
Our words can travel halfway round the world
In half a minute, linked from shore to shore
As fast as thought by lightning slingshot hurled

‘cross borders, boundaries, cultures, codes and creeds
We share our faces, thoughts, our hopes and fears
Our dreams, our dreads, our plans, our words, our deeds
Our stories, echoed onward down the years

From every corner, country, scrap of land
We sing out, voices strong against the dark
We stand together, knowing that we stand
United, stronger, passing on that spark

For though the world lies sunk in blackest night
While still we live, and still we sing, there’s light

(Author’s Note: Apologies to Brecht for once again plundering his quote, this time for title inspiration. This was originally written for a prompt-fill – the prompt was ‘technology’, though I think I slightly went off on a tangent from that)

New Year’s goals and a writing game update

As might be obvious from the lack of posting here and on my Twitter, I’m currently on holiday, which has been wonderful for my brain and rather less so for my wordcount.

However! As a result of having got slightly tipsy last night, I did manage to finish up the #sensationalWIP questions for December, thus closing off the last bit of ‘I need to get this done before January’ I had hanging over me. Which, in turn, clears the decks for setting some goals for 2019, as follows:

– finish the first full draft for Blood on the Snow. That’s not as daunting as it might sound, given I’m currently about 2/3 to 3/4 of the way through and most of that was written in 2018.

– start the first proper draft for Silver in the Ashes (sequel to Blood on the Snow, surprising no-one. I have a theme with this trilogy). See above.

– win NaNoWriMo 2019, because it’s been a bloody long time since I’ve actually won one.

– actually get more done on Seventh Son. 2018 was mostly porting already-written chapters over to this site – 2019, ideally, should see some new material.

– write more short stories, because they’re not something I’m confident with yet and I need the practice.

–  on that subject, get 100 rejections. This one comes from a friend of mine, but as a way of looking at the submission process which doesn’t make you want to curl up and hide in a hole, it’s definitely not a bad one.

– actually start writing poetry again.

– and, finally, get a damn sight better at introducing my worlds and characters to people. In this, at least, I have a distinct advantage in that one of my partners is a bloody good artist and (because they are amazing) has promised me character portraits for Argentum at some point in the future.

I don’t know how many of these I’ll actually end up getting done – life has a habit of jumping up and biting me when I start making plans which involve spending significant amounts of time not paying attention to it. But y’know what? I’m excited to find out.

Thoughts on a journey through France

Open fields, a patchwork quilt of farmland
Outlining the swell of the land’s curves
The road thrums with traffic, artery-busy,
artery-blocked. Single cell by single cell
We squeeze past, rejoin the healthy flow
A tunnel takes us, clean and gleaming
As sterilised equipment, bathed in street-light orange
Filtered through, we emerge blinking
Into the mountain-cradled hollow of a broken tooth
White snowfalls gleaming sunset-bright
As bloodstains under ultraviolet
Ahead, car tail-lights glimmer in the darkness,
A jewel-red snake, riding the spine of the world.

Copyright © 2018 by Finn McLellan.  All rights reserved.

Watch-fire

For the ghosts of Maelstrom, and the stories that never die

Cigarettes and whiskey and woodsmoke
In the hour between two and three
And the glow of a burning-out bonfire
Catching echoes of songs of the sea

And the ghost of a memory stirring
Wreathed around in the smoke of the past
And a song of a soldier returning
Calls us back to the campfire at last

And a whisper of prayer in the treetops
Brings a breeze from the salt and the foam
And the fire and the drink and the singing
Brings the last of the wanderers home

Copyright © 2018 by Finn McLellan.  All rights reserved.

Blood Red Ribbon

[Inspired by Alfred Noyes’ The HighwaymanThe tune was vaguely inspired by Steeleye Span’s You Will Burn]

My love she is beautiful, my love she is fair
With a blood red ribbon in her coal black hair
So graceful her neck and so slender her hand
My love she is famed throughout the land

I rode to the tavern where my true love did dwell
I asked for her favour and she answered right well
I gave her my hand and she gave me her heart
But soon fell the dark of night and I had to depart

My love she is beautiful, my love she is fair
With a blood red ribbon in her coal black hair
So graceful her neck and so slender her hand
My love she is famed throughout the land

I rode for a night and I rode for a day
I robbed a fine coach on the King’s highway
I took from the lady her diamonds and gold
For the use of my own true love who had made me so bold

My love she is beautiful, my love she is fair
With a blood red ribbon in her coal black hair
So graceful her neck and so slender her hand
My love she is famed throughout the land

I rode through the night with the jewels at my side
My own well-known features with a mask I did hide
For the soldiers were out for the man who’d been seen
A-robbing of the royal coach and the person of the Queen

My love she is beautiful, my love she is fair
With a blood red ribbon in her coal black hair
So graceful her neck and so slender her hand
My love she is famed throughout the land

In darkness I rode to the tavern’s front door
To call out her name as I did so before
But ere I could utter a word of my own
There came then a sudden sound which chilled me to the bone

My love she is beautiful, my love she is fair
With a blood red ribbon in her coal black hair
So graceful her neck and so slender her hand
My love she is famed throughout the land

A shot from a musket rang out through the night
I turned and I fled ’til the pale morning light
I thought myself sold and most foully betrayed
Not knowing my own true love her life for mine had paid

My love she is beautiful, my love she is fair
With a blood red ribbon in her coal black hair
So graceful her neck and so slender her hand
My love she is famed throughout the land

From men passing by then I heard of a tale
I shuddered to hear it and I grew faint and pale
I heard how my love had been captured and tied
With her hands bound in front of her and a musket at her side

My love she is beautiful, my love she is fair
With a blood red ribbon in her coal black hair
So graceful her neck and so slender her hand
My love she is famed throughout the land

I heard how they found her with her head bending low
A hole in her breast and her face white as snow
I cursed then the day I had thought her untrue
I knew then my own true love had proved truer than I knew

My love she is beautiful, my love she is fair
With a blood red ribbon in her coal black hair
So graceful her neck and so slender her hand
My love she is famed throughout the land

I rode up the highway as dawn broke the sky
I rode up the highway and there did I die
Though she warned me away with her last dying breath
She gave to me her priceless life and I gave to her my death

My love she was beautiful, my love she was fair
With her hot blood drying in her coal black hair
So graceful her neck and so slender her hand
My love she was famed throughout the land

Copyright © 2018 by Finn McLellan.  All rights reserved.

Make Bad Art

[Scribbled in a couple of minutes as an attempt to break writer’s block]

This is an improvised poem
Which pretty much means that it’s shite
But since it’s the first thing I’ve written in ages
That’s fine – it’s allowed to be trite

’cause art doesn’t have to be perfect
Hell, sometimes it just has to be
If it’s bad, if it’s boring, well hey, it’s existing
And right now, that matters to me

Copyright © 2018 by Finn McLellan.  All rights reserved.

Get Rich, Boys – Join The Army!

I pawned my coat for the money to pay
For another day in a place to stay
And walking home heard a sergeant say
Get rich, boys – join the army!

I went and joined the recruiting line
By half past nine I’d a form to sign
I signed it off and I felt just fine
Get rich, boys – join the army!

We marched and drilled til our feet were raw
And we all but swore we were all done for
Then they signed us off for to join the war
Get rich, boys – join the army!

We loaded up and we sailed away
At the break of day we left the quay
Armed up and bating for the fray
Get rich, boys – join the army!

They gave us guns and they trained us well
But half of us fell to shot and shell
And they left the rest in living hell
Get rich boys – join the army!

We fought and killed and killed and bled
And the mud turned red round the shattered dead
And all I could hear was a voice that said
Get rich, boys – join the army!

Copyright © 2018 by Finn McLellan.  All rights reserved.

Self-

[cw: self-harm.
This is written from experience, and after reading a few too many poems glorifying/mysticising self-harm]

Don’t pretend you’re special just for knowing all the steps
There’s been a hundred hundred go before
And with every line you make you find you’re tracing other scars
Cut in other skin with feelings just as raw

Don’t think that you’re unique because you’ve never met another
You think we’re all as obvious as you?
There’s a wealth of information layered fabric can conceal
And there’s sense enough in hiding what you do

So you think you’re on your own, that there’s nobody understands you
Well here’s a thought – try opening your eyes
For every one of us who hides it there’re ten who barely bother
And inside knowledge sees behind the lies

It’s a punishment, release, it’s a way of keeping grounded
It’s a test or it’s a way to keep you sane
It’s a dry run for escaping, it’s a way to feed addiction
It’s for blood, it’s for penance, it’s for pain

It’s disturbing or it’s honest, it’s a problem or solution
You’re the only one who gets to make that call
But it’s not unique and special and it doesn’t make you deeper
It’s only human nature, after all.

Copyright © 2018 by Finn McLellan.  All rights reserved.

Isolated I

Isolated I
Build walls around my words
Word-walls around my worlds
Shave off sharp edges
Blunt broken-glass glaciers
Compact, confine, conglomerate
The five in one, the whole wide array
Of thought, behaviour, movement
Into the box of ‘normal’
Re-channel, restructure, move maddening impulse
To accepted acceptable action
Break pattern stride shape form
Snap string mid-sentence
Reject repetition, reject rocking, reject unreal reality
Re-shape in readable readiness
For quashing quick-draw question
Silencing scepticism, attacking assumption
But home, here, hearthfire
Here, isolation is intention, internal instinct.
Understood, unquestioned, unattacked.
Isolated, I am
Accepted

Copyright © 2018 by Finn McLellan.  All rights reserved.